The Smell of Fire and the Wink that Killed Me

As I am a slacker, I overslept that morning. Woken not by an alarm but in a state called alarm. I thought to myself, “Self you’ve really got to do something about this.” Alas, I resolved to still go to the project. I met with success some hours later. As I arrived I saw some familiar faces constructing scaffolding and joined in. The weather was perfect. Like the blanket that surrounds kids at a bonfire, the breeze wrapped me in cool.

Speaking of bonfires, I had already decided not to attend. Why, I had just been driving for some distance for the second time that day and 245 miles later I wasn’t in the mood to drive some more. However, I was offered a spot in a vehicle with the same bonfire destination and cordially accepted said invitation. My stomach was eager with anticipation and the Venti Vanilla Latte only added to such excitement. “Shall we put the top down?” “Let’s do it!” “It’s gonna be cold?” “We’re not stopping for you to put it back up!” Thus the top went down, the windows came off and the protective wind breaking went on. We were off.

The wind was most pleasant that evening. My coffee kept reassuring me that it had been a worthwhile investment and I didn’t question the authority with which it spoke such things. Rubicon’s are kickin’ little vehicles. Nice speaker set up. Windblown or not, it’s audible.

After sorting through the bridges we found our way to the vicinity of the bonfire. Not only that but we found ourselves headlong in the midst of a veritable emergency or freak accident. A visitor from out of state had been attacked by dogs. Yes that’s right, dogs. She had been bitten twice. She was being waited on and the police came to file a report I suppose. We proceeded with the bonfire setup duties. I was happily privileged with helping to transport chairs, half a fifty gallon barrel, and some wood.

Windbreaks are necessary, especially when trying to start fires on a beach. Oh thats right, did I mentions, this was a bonfire on the BEACH. OH YEA! This was the best night time beach outing I’ve been party to. (Back to the paragraph at hand) The fire was started and was quite quickly an inferno. Chocolate began becoming hot, as did the apple cider. Some sticks were sharpened for marshmallows. Some music was played, although I feel that the temperature was a little inhibiting in the group sing along. Pleasant to say the least though.

I frightened a child, unintentionally of course, I made up for it by helping him make a s’more. I didn’t frighten Alice that I know of, but according to her the day rated as an 8. That’s pretty good I think. I know what you’re thinking though, “That’s great it was an 8 but what color would you describe it as?” Well she told me it was a turquoisey type bluish. So there you have it. We wrapped things up with a game of wink. I died. But I took solace in the fact that in this very same wink of death, came the exposure of the killer. Be careful when you wink at people, others are watching. Conclusions they must draw.

On the way home, we were held up by a large accident. Someone got out of our car and knocked on the door of the bus. “Can I use your bathroom please?” “We don’t have one.” So it was the ditch. As people quickly began to stir comments began to fly mocking such individuals. Freaks. Hahehahehahe (snort). The helicopters came, lights went up. Some time later we arrived at the central location called Tim and Marja’s. Thus brought to an end October 29th.

You can find photo documentary of these memories (you know what I really said) in the Photo Project.

your anxious ways

let’s call this the comeback…

Within the next week I will have a lot of conversations about who what where when and how.

Come Sunday, I’m gonna be getting my Cutie on. If ya know what I mean.

It’s actually cool outside. I am thrilled. I’m wearing a jacket. Excellent.

Hold onto your friends…

Buy, Howl Howl Gaff Gaff by the Shout Out Louds.

In these times of change
i come up short
you speak out of range
so so so short
my mind is grasping syllables
filling in the gaps with glances
i steal dialog from old tables
we’re both taking chances
Wind dried eyes sting and bring and ode to something
I wont share, but…. bring.

I tried to learn how to play rummy on Sunday eve. It’s not my strong point, learning new games. Especially when the rules are explained as we decide what they are. During the actual game. But it was fun. LOTS of fun. Alice Springs is one fast slapper.

I’ve been meaning to see Elizabethtown, Kirsten Dunst, yeow.

I cleaned up my room today. Cleaned the bathroom. You needed to know that.

I wake up under a desk everyday. I stop short of letting a lot of people in. But if you ever happen to find yourself there, I’d appreciate it if you would leave something behind. Thanks to those who have.

Here’s a life lesson I learned in NC: When inquiring about people’s family, don’t get too specific. Just ask if they have family. They can decide how much detail they want to go into. It’s safer.

Dear Catastrophe Waitress

Running on little sleep caught up with me today. What a feeling.

Swing dancing on Friday was OH so much FUN! I mean tons of fun. I was laughing just about most of the time. I’ve got much ground to cover as far as becoming a non-monotone dancer. I think (as was pointed out to me) that my biggest problem is the whole not dancing much. But aside from that it’s lots of fun. Especially since well, good conversations can be had.

However, to my chagrin, the pictures I took turned out a little on the boring side. I have a few funny shots, but I doubt I’ll post them. Hopefully I’ll get my zeal for picture taking back some time. If I get permission I’ll post the pictures.

As big as my ears are you’d think I’d listen better. Heh, ironic.

My Back Was Made For Breakin’

I heart labor.

One of my all time favorite pastimes has got to be satisfying work. No classic rock to speak of this weekend. Plenty of good hard work though. First time I’ve ever seen a Kingdom Hall have a pet alligator. Pretty neat I thought. Ate lunch in front of the little tyke. He’ll get removed when he grows up. I was reminded of some typical male traits I have this weekend. Kinda funny. Definitely going in the Post-PHILE. It’s gotta be hard wired or something. I mean my software is still in beta so…

I’m listening to the Shout Out Louds album “Howl Howl Gaff Gaff ” for about the 7th time today. It’s still not getting old. That’s fantastic. Swedish rock hasn’t been so good since The Cardigans.

Une Annee Sans Lumieres

Sleepin is givin in,
no matter what the time is.
Sleepin is givin in,
so lift those heavy eyelids.

Many a residence was built to the beat of classic rock.

In lieu of recent events I’ll be in the loo for the next few minutes.

I’m back. So I’ll be reminding myself of how much of a “man” I am not over the weekend. Something about concrete block just beats the snot out of me. But maybe the classic rock will be cranking. Likely not. Yet the food is sure to please, and if I play my cards right I’ll be heavily burnt by Monday. I love building. I just wish it would love me back. My boogers will be huge.

I put up the lame pictures I took in NC. Sorry but I haven’t had a heart for picture taking lately. Informative.

Speaking of NC, how did the trip go?
It went well.
Have fun?
Yes.
How was the territory?
Seldom worked.
Anything exiting happen?
I went to NC.
How was the congregation?
Medium sized, and clean.
Feel like talking about it?
No.
Thanks.
You’re welcome.

Watership Down. Ever read it? I just started. I’m on page 23. I like it. It’s even cooler than I thought it would be. I really like books that make their own vocabulary. It doesn’t have to be extensive, but it makes it more fun I think. It’s neat to have the whole new world of words that only exist because of the story. Then use those words and see if anyone knows what your talking about. Insider’s only. I once writ of liking it when a song references literature. It was grossly misunderstood. But I won’t go into that.

Pretty nervous, pretty scared, pretty tense, pretty girl, pretty gone.

I’m making my own Arcade Fire shirt, since, well they don’t seem to offer them. I’m not sure if I’m proud of that or not.

I haven’t smashed anything in a long time. That makes me sad.
Juvenile? Perhaps.

I despise financial institutions. I am diametrically opposed to them. That’s serious opposition for those of you not in the know.

I learned life lessons in NC. I quietly took note of the type of person I like to be around. In reality I was planing for the type of person I wanted to be. I’m such a project lately. Anyway, life lessons are soon to come.

Only one spelling error! 424 words woo hoo!

She Shone Up Bright Like a Knife

I must say, it’s a difficult thing to reason with chemicals. I seriously doubt it’s actually reasoning. The fine line between a pure chemical reaction and the actual personality of a human out of their wits is blurred at best. Why? I’m not exactly the most sound minded person either, so it would be rash to conclude I always see it right. At the same time, I know chemicals. They’re nearsighted.

Taboo? That’s some fun stuff. As DW would say, “Good times all around.”

On a side note, it seems to make people slightly uncomfortable when you know more about them than they you. Sometimes it’s better to just keep it to yourself. When they tell you, act surprised, maybe they only have a few stories.

I got a “warning” last night. I was fully prepared to take the full brunt of the legal penalty for “blowing through that light” as the officer put it. However, I have been warned and for that I am grateful.

The Shins are jolly. I recommend Turn a Square, and Those to Come. On second thought maybe you wouldn’t like them.

I’ll be out of town, so that means no posting. Enjoy the silence.