Kevin N. Murphy

Last Friday I felt like I was stuck crossing a road with traffic moving so fast I could only teeter back and forth on the dotted lines. That feeling began in a very normal way. I was thinking about some obstacles that I faced. Yet I wasn’t deliberately trying to be positive and I am afraid just as is often the case when people face unexpected obstacles, I allowed myself to get overwhelmed by negative thinking. When my thoughts turn that direction, I just gotta stomp them out. But also replace them with something positive. Having insight into how thoughts effect feelings and thus cause action, helps me understand what happened on Friday. There is no substitute for divine education. The wisdom of the world is foolishness.

I’ve been listening to a piano tribute to The Cure. I really enjoy that CD. As I was reminded this morning, The Boy Least Likely To is also amazingly jolly.

It was nice to work today. Not working last week was nice, but I do enjoy some good running about. I made up for my lack of secular work by playing Frisbee a few times. Fantastic toy that is. So simple. So uncomplicated.

I found a few pictures of the KH’s in Costa Rica. They look really nice. I really enjoyed seeing one picture in particular that shows a view of a mountain range there. Incredibly beautiful scene. I am sure there will be at least some sort of parasite or amoeba to balance out the incredibly gorgeous surroundings. And that’s okay. I don’t mean that negatively at all, I’m sure it will be fantastic no matter what is growing inside me. Besides, if I’m going to fit into any of the clothes I get from Paris next year, I’ve gotta get some sort of parasite. Ahh, Paris, I can’t wait. Bahahahaha.

Jereme towed my car to the mechanic last night. That was kinda exciting. The tow rope broke about half way through the journey. So we had to put a chain on. I tell you what, when I’m focused on something like that, I am focused. I had a white knuckle death grip on that steering wheel. It was amazing how my mind sensed the need for heightened alertness due to the potential for danger and fed me adrenaline. I am probably exaggerating though. Yet, it sure felt like my body had kicked it up a notch.

I use the word “though” a little to often for my liking. I’ll have to work on that though, DOH! did it again.

Cute.

So does anyone recommend any particular type of winter wear? I like thermals myself. I believe I’ll need to have a little bit more than that however.

So many great examples to follow. Some people have such a great influence on me. Up-building, that is a quality that takes work to manifest. It’s gotta start with myself. It’s a law. Diligent, I looked that up last week. I found it interesting that the Latin words it’s built from mean to love, esteem. Love and esteem certainly will have a big effect on how hard one works at any particular something. Love is at the root of diligence. At least it should be in the realm of ‘important things’. View point and perspective has such a tremendous effect on action. Zooming out from time to time is so healthy. You have so much potential. I just want to see you keep on smiling.

I could go on, and I probably will, just not right now.

Charlotte sometimes dreams a wall around herself
But it’s always with love
With so much love