Lord Lucan Is Missing
Breaking into a new job. I really wonder if that is even possible for myself. At times I seem to demonstrate the capability to learn things and even do well at them. However, I run into a large amount of frustration with my utter lack of follow through on such so called potential. Today was a prime example. I awoke after fully exhausting my ability to sleep. So one would think I’d be really ready for a mental challenge having sufficiently achieved REM and cycled all the way into Delta sleep. My dreams were vivid. Excellent I thought, now I’m ready to write that cover letter and tweak my resume in hopes of getting an interview. HA! Little did I remember that I don’t follow through. After staring at my cover letter for 4 hours and writing and deleting the first paragraph about 15 times, I decided I could better spend my time actually coding a site. So I began working on a site. After I got so frustrated with my attempts at inserting a random header image with php, something I had previously achieved in another site, I began working on something more static. After fighting for a few hours with my side bar and content position I finally got them to display almost like the design called for. That would feel like an accomplishment, except that I had previously learned how to do that very same thing some 3 or 4 times. But, I forgot. GREAT!
It seems that Thursday is Kevin’s day to go insane. Yep, once again this afternoon I felt insane. Genuinely crazy. That’s fantastic. You know, the other night, two separate people came up to me and let me know they ran into one of my brothers. One had seen him in jail. The other, had seem him in a fire station just after he had been let out of jail. That’s great. I can’t wait for my turn. I’m gonna have to figure something out for Thursdays, because I can’t take this going crazy business. It’s too tempting.
“like drinking poison, like eating glass, it’s so cold in this house”
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